you know the game with the sphere and paddle
goes up and down slide
the paddle dont lose the sphere
mom plays it on her phone
sometimes I think of something because I see one thing and
it hits up and down
and I cant save it
spinning
nwhat ndo nyou nthink you think the same?
eof ecourse ethats
ebecause ehuman
stop and tell a story without speaking took about
three point six seconds
I don't really know justb
a veryb shortb amountb ofb timeb
a color up and down and a foot comes loose
a fervor a sudden rush and hurry we're in
a hurry
one sip but sickens right before
darkens right before so bright so listens and stops
theres no hurry now
hanging
over right till the last second loose foot almost hit almost not
pulls back just
en
ough
makes a slight bit
but
slight bit more
than everything else nearby
which is an infinity if you think but dont wanna think right now wanna keep
keep
this going theres a fear of losing but not in the way of it
in the keep running way of it
an thn rain an thn dirt an
slip and then pain wth smiles
what time is it time just in time and arrives as the doors want to close
but in we go
just
on time
and off we go
because of everything one degree colder an infinity if you think
this is one degree better
but
one degree off
youd call it in a laboratory youd call it wrong
youd name it not quite in the library chairs and papers
but
here in the grass in the doorway
but out here its hows its sposed to be
no more timeline like that whole life timelime
not now
now is loud loud noise drowns it all out
hurry hurry stop and wait and sit and stare and know that now it ends
not slowly like the
credits of a movie rolling up quick and stops no clearing of the dust abrupt and crash
strings holding and clanging sounds you dont recognize because you know
them well or because you heard them some yesterday many days
you recognize them because like the sweetness of a very sweet
drink that doesnt contain the right amount contains much too little
left you thirsty doesnt even sense your thirst just
gives what it feels like
beep beep beep thats the world with its very straight lines pretending to curve around
only
we curve now
running out so one thing falls camera slow look look softly on the ground
but we now for them its like a
crash crash
who are you to pretend you know?
who am I
