messages in Morse code incessant taping and hitting of buttons and noises
I'm
right next to you why don't you just speak to me
signals and complicated gestures that can have several meanings each
does
anyone have anything real to say?
I'm sure they do but we just talk about things like this:
"eeeee iiiiiiiii aa
aa aa eeeeeee aa"
the thing that keeps messing me up
is that for some reason I have this thought
that all I
have to do is get further away and it'll all be gone
but I have other ones too
I swear I have other ones
I just proved
that
some of them work
sort of
it's been a while
I can hear birds and misspellings
a red bag in my room
it's been
a while
it's weird how some things just keep being
right where they are
and you'd assume they would eventually
get
up and move or something
but you forget that they exist
and then you see them again and it reminds you of everything
it's
six o clock
which means it's the time she was expecting a call
and she left me here and went inside to wait for a call
so
I'll stay here on the grass and write down useless things like this
that I'll read later and want to throw away
and think of a distant memory
of me sitting next to someone at their birthday party
with all their family
