have you ever looked very closely
at the way a bird flies
feeling
like
and glides
vomiting
and lands
curling up
and falls
swelling eyes
and rises
beg for anything
different
and what about being:
sick of
very early
can you be? in the morning
sick of
contented ignorance
wish I was
like everyone now
sick of
that's a lie to tell
so suddenly I never was
sick
of
very early
maybe a choice in the morning
sick of
having the same thoughts and little things
maybe avoidable think I want to tell you, etc...
sick
of
give me some more time
only certain things to forget and then to try
waiting and causing to wait
the same thing as alwaysalwaysalwaysalways
obsession
is such a strong word
addiction sounds more friendly
and less like it's my fault
some things are salty
do you
know what gasoline does in a puddle
makes that rainbow makes nice colors
how can I predict the way you'll react
you
wrapped me up in your web and I was stuck
cause it's sticky so it catches stuff
but I didn't mind
some things are
okay
somethings not
somethings sometimes
howmuchistoomuchhowmuchistoomuchhowmuchistoomuch
howmuchistoomuchhowmuchistoomuchhowmuchistoomuch
ANY
alittle
some people bewilder me
fun? is that what you want?
I don't really like the word fun either
some things
have
no connections
somethings have very little connections
but some have none
when you looked I took that moment
crumpled
up and put in pocket
when you spoke I fell over
felt embarrassed but I remembered
the way a bird flies
