yikes, look at that, what do I do? do I leave the room?
hollow little
diamond shapes swaying back and forth
and they're hanging so thoughtlessly from those ear lobes
my friend
gives me the thumbs down so
I'll stare at the corners and intersections of
edges and silhouetted pathways
glancing at your head band and
sink further into this couch wishing
I was at home
someone says to me
"hey, don't fall asleep!
I'm hungry how about you?
do you want me to make you
a sandwich I live next door."
don't know ur name don't know where u came from
but I'm not thinkin bout that I'm
thinkin bout what she said
said she's lonely well I guess that explains
somethings
something
I'm on the verge
of
solving all the problems in my head when I get interrupted by
another high five
and a cheer
from another blurred
acquaintance
at this crowded noisy apartment
I meet girl from hong kong name is asia
I'd seen her before passing
out fliers on the Rambla
she was white and spoke only english and with an english accent
I think she told me some lies
but they were just entertaining
she said "come on, lets go get drunk"
I make a gesture for "no thanks" as she
sipped
some more of her rum
in a silver flask
tip of her nose black dot dressed as a cat for
halloween
she called me
gay
she said "we're like twins"
I'll see you around I said
but I'm leaving in two weeks she said
I usually don't
remember people's names but I remember asia's
cause didn't look asian
we were
walking home and some guy screamed
at me and it scared me really badly
everyone laughed
some fire works filled the sky
Shawn cheered and raised
his cardboard carton
of 50 cent sangria
what are you doing tomorrow?
this is where conclusions
standing in doorway of house
I left without giving a good answer
I
grow to like some things over looooooong periods of time
and others not
