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had another one of those nights
then
had another one of those mornings
the ones that come after those nights
didn't do much
just flew above the water like a pelican and swept up fish in my beak
oops I meant dream
how do you do that?
the way you are like all
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
the way you are like all tiktiktiktiktiktilitiltiltilnililinilinilinilinili
Ridiculous:
how you look
how I am
everything in general
putting a lock with a code on the bathroom door
so that no one can use it without asking for the code
and just explain a million times a day how to unlock the bathroom door
can't believe:
how you look
the way this goes on and on and back and forth
switches and changes and stays exactly the same
brain is like a muscle or something
with salty tasting fluid
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

bet you didn't know brain fluid was salty tasting did ya!?!
import
ant
inf
ormation
HAHAHAHAHA!
 
"what?"
 
nothing, just thinking about how envelopes and you gotta lick them but tastes so bad sometimes
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!
 
"what?"
nothing, just got scared by a nightmare in daytime called a day-mare
hey!
isn't a mare a horse or something
why am I so dumm?
I'll betchu I could get the worst score
without even cheating
see that?
category one: explaining what you mean
repeating:
all of the sounds
around me
you think I'm lying?
you think I'm telling ly's?
I guess 21 percent means not too much in this case
but like, if it was a case of how often I was successful
in my attempts to teleport
daily
not bad, eh?
not bad
eh.
see how it changed?
went from wonder to wander
see how it moved
away
maybe I'll move to underneath my desk next time BRRAK BRRAK BRRAGAAK!!!
"what?"
 
oh just wanted to sound like a turkey
 
 
 
 
 

sudden change
suddenly freaking out
can't think of what to do about it, combat it like a Zulu warrior
wear some war paint make a spear from a sharp rock and a thick branch
join in the battle chant run like only Zulus run
OR,
just sit here and pretend it's not true
 
 
count the good things that happened yesterday:
1. some stuff I didn't feel like going to was cancelled
2. 1 email, from dad
3. saw that old guy again
4. Harvey's sliced bread theories
 
 
 
 
 
 
I always find a way to do the things I try to avoid
right when I think I've made it impossible

got away and left and no one to hahahaha
 
 
disappearing appropriately
am I situationally moronic?
deaf to the subtle changes
I know it's coming
I can see it coming
I'm doing nothing
to hide or avoid it
it just gets closer
why am I just watching it
 
 
I wasn't serious when I suggested that
I thought it a piece of advice so absurd 
thought you'd never take it literally like that
and now here I am sitting in mud
can you hack into my brain files
switch a couple things around?
can you figure out the password
and adjust some of my settings?
some kind of error some kind of glitch
I'm like a parrot keep repeating things
funny I'm the only one who hears it
do me a favor, next time you're in town
walk under that row of trees in autumn
watch the way the leaves become parachutes
watch the way they get crunched
on the sidewalk below the droplets
and then if you still have time
sit on that bench and watch your shoe
I know what you'd say
I know how you'd look up at me
I know how you'd say it
because I was there
I know because it was Autumn and seems like a while ago
you don't have to go there
if you're in town just drive by, give your salute
but don't think of that just think of the row of trees
 
 
 

I got it down blind folded now I don't even have to think
I don't know if the right hemisphere of my head knows whats happening
on the other hand,
I stood there listening and didn't understand very much
they were speaking in French
but I knew what Harvey was saying because he had just gotten done
shouting the same thing at me in English
"what about sliced bread? -he passionately demanded
"it's the wrong size!"
I wholeheartedly agreed
the discourse was not short in length
but I was saved by the language barrier from hearing even more
my abdomen was hurting from 43 minutes of laughter
then I was taken away
don't think it's a good thing but thats the truth you know
 
 
 

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