inside room night no sleep shelf book picked up
open leaf through picture
of you
picture of that day
make me think of
drive down that road
remind me and it's like
you're
right here next to me
bye bye again
bye bye because you're not
because I don't know
do you think even though the people you know the rest of them even though
they pretend to not
even think about that well we know they all do don't they but keep quiet
never thought I was grown
up never thought I would be
just repeat that's my when in doubt
just repeat thats my emergency what to do
you're
born then they say here's your list
pick one
ever done something you didn't want to
but you did
at the same time?
everytime and then my friends
say to me come on let's go over there I
wanna go home
I wanna go further than home
I want to be someoneorsomethingplease
what
happened
hhmmmm thought about it
I didn't leave because I thought something else
was important enough
to not leave
I didn't try because I was busy
you know
how
that is
i
de
a
s
sometimesyessometimesnothin'
what does that mean and why's it there
I'm an icicle it's still winter
I'm
on the gutter didn't melt
just got hit by gust of wind just got difrent shape now
didn't melt
would you care?
I want to...oh yeah I have no idea
I really believed
in everything and when people would ask me sometimes I felt guilty if I was too
lazy to explain
I was sitting in Mike's
living room the other day they start asking me all these questions suddenly
I felt so trapped cause I don't know I don't
know the answers I just started like this and thats how
I end up like you start a drip and when it gets cold it's where
it freezes into
