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why does the rain
begin tapping gently as you sit next to me
so pleasantly awkward
I'm wondering what your
next move might
twist painfully into
coming back, that tra
il
l
et
me
avoid the normal
that became now
you called me crying one time cause your back-then had died
you had to go
you have to go
I had to go here I am
don't answer my questions don't reply to this
just do this one thing
because once the time comes I know that I'll say
"no, don't, you can't do that"
but you need to remind me that I wrote this
and that I specifically requested
that you flip my mask up make me re
al
ize
how bout we go now
how bout we arrive
Icanstillrememberwhen
everythingseemedlikeitwasontracks
because that was only yesterday and now
Ifeellikeshruggingaway
whatever it was I thought had purpose
maybe everyone
goes through
bottom line is I don't know anymor
e
pick up that table
break off it's leg
use it to scratch the glass and polished
silver
twist up that paper
step on that face cause it's mine and it's begging
you not to go away
for now for now for now cause it's too late for me
to actually think
I've reached that point that comes
where you have to look past my altered state
and either go along or break away
figuredoutissoim
pos
sible
we'd go together
predict the weather
always a bit
ambiguous
always says the same thing
we'll end up apart and the clouds don't know or care
about even the slightest of our slight details
how can it be that this is all so tediously slow
and constantly changing
my narratives that start out whispers
in the distance of my confusion
and end like screams the only truth
til you come and save me
if you come and save me
til you come and set the the process
waiting to repeat
remember you followed me back
to the designated place
well you were gonna
but you went too fast and you sped on ahead
and our paths didn't cross in the end
remember you promised you'd wait for me
wha
tev
er

 































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